Take me back

Take me back to a time when things were easier
When i never had to think twice about what i had to do
Take me back to the moment when there were no decisions
No obligations, no roadblocks and in front of me
Were just endless dreams yet to be dreamt
When laughter was simple and the smile wasn't forced
When my heart did not bleed at every turn
Take me back to the moment before existance took shape
Take me back to the nothingness
The comfort of a colourless void
Where nothing did and can exist
Where nothing needs to be done
Where dreams are vacant
And happiness is not even a concept worth fighting for
Take me back to the moment before the hopeless journey of things to do and persons to be
Take me back in time
Let me do it all over again
Maybe this time I'll remember to choose a better path
Maybe this time... It won't change at all
Then take me back to a time that was numb
No clock struck forward no minute called you forth
Take me back to a moment of unlimited existence within a chamber of nothingness
Or at the very least
Tell me my mission for this life
Show me the path to accomplish it
And give me the power and courage to keep going until i do
Or just let me leave this world
A bothersome mess
With nothing to contribute.